ahhhh! it feels so good to get my first tournament win under the belt! ive been close alot of times but never been able to pull it out in the end! im happy i could finally capture it!

I'll just get right to the point...... finals you can go suck a dick!!

have you ever just thought about the little things and how grateful you are for them? i thought i did, i always thought i was pretty good at that. but just sitting out side tonight has made me take a closer look and really think how grateful i am for them. some of them may seem simple to people but to me they mean more then anything. being able to help coach the girls highschool golf team for example, ive learned alot from those girls, there a big part of my life and i can honestly say i love every single one of them, they each bring a unique thing to our team that makes us great, its one job i wouldnt trade for the world. a stary night sky, the simple elegance and beauty of it has a very relaxing quality to it, it alway calms me down when im stressed, pets.. my cat is one of the most important things to me, people may say oh well its just a pet, but to me its more that that, shes a family member and shes one of the only people who have never left me. my friends that are on missions, with them being gone they just help by setting a example of how i should live my life. i mean these are just a few, and to some people they may be little and stupid but those little things are the reason we enjoy life so much, and we shouldnt over look them and take them for granted

"It is always the simple things that change our lives. And these things never happen when you are looking for them to happen. Life will reveal answers at the pace life wishes to do so. You feel like running, but life is on a stroll. This is how God does things.”

are you living a golden state of mind? Optimistic. Open minded. Creative. Energetic. Carefree. Active. Passionate.

so....the past few weeks i keep saying oh ill update my blog tonight... yeah that never happens so here i finally am updating my life...or the lack there of. my lifes consisted of golf and procrastinating on school haha im so done with school but hey, just one more week left them im free! for a few months that is haha  im sooooo ready for summer!! the only downside is like all of my friends are scattered a crossed the freaking country!! speaking of that  i went to the airport this week to see colten off to chile!! it was great to see him! #liveroundsquare but yeah friends gone and summer doesnt make the best mix... oh well i will figure it out! for now my focus is getting through school and well... yeah mainly that haha oh and i got my hair cut by my friend jessica! its been a while since ive seen her it was nice to get to catch up!

"its the circle of life, and it moves us all through despair and hope, through faith and love"

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know


Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

Long car drives and late night working.... this is what my weekend has been....
I drove up to idaho saturday morning to visit lindee and take her on a date, it was so much fun!! shes an awesome person to be around and is super fun! a good friend for sure! to bad shes going back to cali and the end of this week..... we have our regional manager for pac sun coming in to our store tuesday soooo yep that means last night and tonight are going to be long all nighters.. yay for me..