“Look at you. You’re young. And you’re scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as f**k and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?”

they cant hold me down cause im on the run,

 let me tell you where im from

 where hyphys made, golden gate folded water, and that drank

 throw a hoodie on and come with me 

burn it all down with the gasoline

 were going indi girl baby history, 

hey indy girl you got a kiss for me?

 snap shots, they got us on camera, say cheese  for the picture 

she was from alabama yeahaw 

red lights we tripped the alarm

 and now its 5, 4, 3, 2, oneeeeee 

 we were breaking all kind of laws

 we were bouncing off the walls the times that we had were the best

 we can do it one more time,

 be my partner in crime, dont tell me no oh oh say yes..

some pretty great lyrics, they just make you feel good and

kind of tell a story of up and down

kind of like life, theres

always ups

and

there is always the downs in life, but no matter what  it

is, up or down we need to just kick

back and enjoy life

and what

it 

throws at us. lifes not worth living if your not relaxed and having fun!

having Radical Something call me yesterday and then having them text me today!! yep this may of been the best weekend on record!! and to top it off they dropped there new EP No Sweat today! is so sick!!! these guys will be huge! im telling you now!

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

"The ones who say "you can't" & "you won't" are the most scared that "you will!"

today nick left for the Philippines! i went to the airport to send him off! he was so happy!!!! it was awesome! it was nice just to be able to sit there and talk to him in person, not just in letters haha walking down the hallway after saying goodbye to him was the WORST thing ever! that hall seemed so long! it just sucked knowing that this was the last time that i would see him till he gets back. but he did call tonight while he was at his layover in san fran!! talking to him was se-real. i mean talking to him i swear it felt like he was just down the road at his house!! i hate it! i feel like im completely alone now!  i just hope and pray nick and connors time goes by fast! it already feels like they have been gone for years now!! and its hardly been any time!! ahhhhhh screw this! but hey there doing good things right? i guess this gives me time to focus on me and things i need to do in my life!! like golf and school. haha im not going to lie the part that im scared about with nick and connor being gone is im scared im going to get married because i dont have then to keep me busy haha honestly that scares me! i cant get married with out them in my wedding!!!!!