man on man... sooo much has happened since i last wrote.... my best friend in the world connor left on his mission.. that may of been the worst night of my life so far!!! the good part is i got to be his companion for an hour and we went out and ate at gauls cause its tradition! when i finally said goodbye and give him one last hug it was the worst! i got that feeling you get when you know your going to cry so i had to leave, i took one last look and ill never forget it... its almost like we knew what each other was thinking it was so weird! when i got to my car i just lost it... i couldnt fight it anymore! i just sat there and cried. i know hes doing a good thing but its still way hard to have your best friend since 3rd grade leave for 2 years... so its been hard since he left i dont really have words to fully describe it.